You don’t know me anymore.
I am not the same girl who apologised over and over again, even when it wasn’t my fault. I have started speaking up. I don’t let people use me anymore.
I am with a different guy. I have started laughing more and crying less (I do cry; his jokes are too good). I have opened up. I have started becoming more vulnerable. He has kissed me places you haven’t.
You don’t know me anymore, and that’s fine. I have lost the old version of myself. But, I love myself more now. Everyday, I wake up to positivity and sweet words. Maybe, that’s what changed me. I removed a toxic person from my life — you.
Moving on.
Tracks
I don’t want to fall in love anymore, I feel like I’m constantly repeating myself; telling people my favourite songs, showing them my favourite movies and TV shows, my favourite colour, places I like to visit, just everything. And I’m tired of repeating myself, I don’t have the energy anymore. I want someone who already knows that a particular song is my favourite because it makes me cry happy tears, I want someone who knows that this movie is my favourite, because one of my earliest memories was watching it as a kid, when we were still a family. I don’t want to give people parts of me only for them to become a stranger again, It’s not fair. I’m tired
(Source: wnq-writers.com)
I. Baby, strip off your insecurities and step into a shower. Turn the water on cold and sit on the shower floor. Memorize the tiles and cry. Sob uncontrollably; until your throat burns with emotion. Shake and rock and scream until you are convinced that you never will stop. Now breath. You can do this.
II. Baby, pick yourself up, wash your hair with your favorite shampoo, rinse, and repeat. Do not shave. There is no reason to risk temptation for something that will only push society’s definition of beautiful upon your soul. You don’t have to push yourself to fit someone else’s conformities. You are perfect no matter what you decide to do, or how you look. So save it for tomorrow, or never. Breathe.
III. Baby, wrap yourself in a fluffy towel, and go put the kettle on. If I have learned anything in life it’s that nothing cures life’s messes like slutty underwear, boyfriend blankets, and a hot mug. Breathe.
IV. Baby, now turn off your phone. They are not going to message you, your friends are not going to know how to make it all stop, and listening to sad music will only make the clouds in your head strike lighting. You will only get angry, and that will never solve anything. Breathe.
V. Baby, drink your tea and feel the warmth return to your body. Feel how lovely and soft your skin is, and feel how wonderful it is to disconnect for a bit. You will figure it out. You are a fighter and fighters never quit. You can get through anything you set your mind to, alone or with an army. Just don’t forget to breathe.
II. Baby, pick yourself up, wash your hair with your favorite shampoo, rinse, and repeat. Do not shave. There is no reason to risk temptation for something that will only push society’s definition of beautiful upon your soul. You don’t have to push yourself to fit someone else’s conformities. You are perfect no matter what you decide to do, or how you look. So save it for tomorrow, or never. Breathe.
III. Baby, wrap yourself in a fluffy towel, and go put the kettle on. If I have learned anything in life it’s that nothing cures life’s messes like slutty underwear, boyfriend blankets, and a hot mug. Breathe.
IV. Baby, now turn off your phone. They are not going to message you, your friends are not going to know how to make it all stop, and listening to sad music will only make the clouds in your head strike lighting. You will only get angry, and that will never solve anything. Breathe.
V. Baby, drink your tea and feel the warmth return to your body. Feel how lovely and soft your skin is, and feel how wonderful it is to disconnect for a bit. You will figure it out. You are a fighter and fighters never quit. You can get through anything you set your mind to, alone or with an army. Just don’t forget to breathe.
I am quiet, yes. It is a held truth.
However, I am also wild. I am also free.
My soul is fire; my mind embodies a storm.
My silence is a deafening scream.
I ache to be heard.
Not for fame, I’ve never enjoyed spotlights.
Most have missed the point of my silence.
I have lots to say, but one must ask the right questions.
However, I am also wild. I am also free.
My soul is fire; my mind embodies a storm.
My silence is a deafening scream.
I ache to be heard.
Not for fame, I’ve never enjoyed spotlights.
Most have missed the point of my silence.
I have lots to say, but one must ask the right questions.
I realize, that overall, you weren’t worth it. There were moments with you that made me really, really happy; but the majority of the time you shut me out. That’s why I swear I’ll try and get over you. We might have had something really great, but I guess we’ll never know. I’ll never forget the good times I had with you, but I’ll also never forget how you hurt me more than anyone I have ever known.
(via thelovewhisperer)
do you ever get so annoyed at everything that you start to get pissed off at even little things like a spoon clinking against a bowl or sounds of people talking
I think it’s called sensory overload. It’s really common in people with anxiety
it can also be a result of sleep deprivation, stress, or ever dehydration !!
thanks i thought i was just a bitch
Rt
“Please don’t” she whispered.
But he did.
And with that last kiss they shared, she felt her whole world come together and then fall apart all at once.
Then he left.
But he did.
And with that last kiss they shared, she felt her whole world come together and then fall apart all at once.
Then he left.
She’s known sadness, and it has made her kind.
(via quotes)
HE IS ASKED TO COME CLOSE AND SNUGGLE AND HE IS SO HAPPY TO